When I first went to stay as a guest at
Hilfield Friary in 1947, I knew very little about
Saint Francis, apart from the frequently repeated
legends about his love for God’s creation. But at
Hilfield I had my first encounter with his
mid-20th century disciples, and I was filled with
admiration for them, because of their real sense
of dedication and their genuine love of Jesus. I
then read G.K.Chesterton’s book on Saint Francis,
and I began to be attracted to ‘the little poor
man of Assisi’. Although it was never my
intention to join the Community when I first set
foot in the Friary, I soon came to realise that
God was calling me to do so.
I was very greatly influenced by our joint
founders, Brothers Douglas and Algy. Douglas was
at that time working in Germany, but whenever he
came to England he breathed a spirit of deep
holiness, with a very great concern for the
marginalised in society. Algy was Guardian at
Hilfield, and he was clearly a man of great
devotion, with a transparent love of the
Scriptures and the ability to expound them.
I turned to other books on Saint Francis, and
I soon began to discover that he was (to use a
comparatively modern term) an Evangelical
Catholic. Francis was Evangelical because he loved
the Scriptures and wanted to share his faith with
others. He was Catholic because he loved the
Church. In his day there were various reform
movements which broke away from the Catholic
Church, but Francis always remained a loyal
member, and he insisted that his Brothers should
always be true Catholics.
This Catholic/ Evangelical stance resonated
with me, and I found that it was reflected in the
life of the Brothers. From the beginning I was
completely at home in the Community, and I count
myself privileged to have been called to this
life.
After more than sixty years as a Friar, and
over fifty years as a priest, I know that I am
still learning, and even now I have much to learn.
As I look back, it is with gratitude for a very
full life. I know that there have been many
failures and disappointments, but throughout there
has always been a prevailing sense of happiness
and joy. I thank God that it is Saint Francis who
has brought me closer to
Jesus.